
A little over a week ago, I cut all of my hair off (just said, time to go) Then I freaked out, because staring back at me in the mirror, was this freakin' Grey haired dude. (I shit a brick)
I mean, hey, I'm 45, but who knows how that is suppose to feel, I mean, sometimes I feel better than when I was a kid. Other times, I guess I feel my age.
Anyway, I started going through this mood of, screw it, I don't give a shit. I quit shaving (only to discover that Grey hair on my face, contributes to the appearance of old age) I quit going to work out, I mean, I really just didn't give a rats ass about anything.
Well...
Today, I was walking through Calvary Cemetery to get a few pics for the family tree, when I came across this stone.
Nicky, lived up the road from me when I was a kid. This was back in the days when if you wanted to have fun, you got outside. We use to play baseball in this old lot, with other rural kids. It just seemed like a better & completely different era.
Time rolled on & I lost touch with Nicky. Then I heard he was killed, while riding his motorcycle across a train trussel. A locomotive came plowing through & caught him right in the middle of the bridge over the Joachim creek.
I hadn't thought about him in a long time, when, hello... Well, I shaved off my growth & I went to Wally World & bought some Blond hair dye. (I'm going to see what a sexy old dude looks like with yellow hair) That is, If I don't turn it orange. The point is, I'm not ready to take that dirt nap yet, I don't care how quickly the calender pages turn.